Monday, November 29, 2004

out of reach

this song makes me cry... it's true and it hurts me...
a song by gabrielle, out of reach...
for you...

Knew the signs
Wasn’t right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you,
And now I feel like the fool.

So confused, my hearts bruised,
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far,
I never had you heart,
Out of reach, couldn’t see,
We were never meant to be.

Catch myself from despair,
I could drown if I stay here,
Keeping busy every day,
I know I will be okay.

But I was
So confused, my hearts bruised,
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far,
I never had your heart,
Out of reach, couldn’t see,
We were never meant to be.

So much hurt, so much pain,
Takes a while to regain what is lost inside,
And I hope that in time, you’ll be out of my mind.
I’ll be over you.

But now i’m
So confused, my hearts bruised,
Was I ever loved by you.

Out of reach, so far,
I never had your heart,
Out of reach, couldn’t see,
We were never meant to be.

Out of reach, so far,
You never gave your heart,
In my reach, I can see,
There’s a life out there for me.
senin, 29 november 2004



i'm feeling kinda hurts
don't know what to do
don't know what's wrong with me

i'm only hurting my own feeling and i can do nothing about it...
you cant realize how fast love is coming
but you'll know how fast it gone....

you cant realize how precious she is
but you'll know it when she's gone...

you cant see how beautiful love is
but you'll know how much it hurt you...

so when a little happiness come, think about if she's away
learn how to love... and you'll be loved

buat Gio.... love her !

Sunday, November 28, 2004

don't you know

.................you don't know how much you hurt me
all the little things you do makes me cry
and i don't even know how to tell you
that you made me fall so deep
and that kind of love hurts me so

.................why can't you see how much i love you?





i really do love you


real hurt

tengah malam... sampai menemukan puisi ini.... dengan sedikit penyesuaian...

Real Hurt PART 1
by Bruce Evens

Real hurt is seeing you...
and not toching your body or heart.
Real hurt is knowing...
knowing how close we became that night
and how so far apart that week.

Real hurt is smelling you...
and knowing that the breeze you leave
as you walk by , is as close to your sent I"ll get.
Real hurt is being...
being like a sister and trying to be a friend.

Real hurt is...

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

this is....me

i don't know who i am
i don't know what i've done

am i the right person in the wrong place wrong time wrong friends?

or are they all perfect....
and it's me the one who's wrong ?

why can't i just have a normal life, a normal things like they all have ?
God, you know, i'm not that strong.....


.....this is beLLa