happy

happiness is something that should (not) need to be fight for
happiness is (should be) on your mind, dwelling within you
happiness (no) need to be searched



it is something you want
you know that you want
something you need


the only thing missing is,, you just don't know how to be there.


.end of speech.

hey, kiddo !

man, you are the biggest liar that i ever met

you're not lying to me

nor anyone else



you are lying to yourself





you are the biggest self-denial-man that i ever know





and even if I told you so, I know you'll deny it


well, good luck with your life, kiddo
you're going nowhere but to kill yourself with those denials.

dear life

You think you got me but you're not

Life is playing at you right now but you're just too arrogant to see

Faith is twisting your soul but you're just too snob to admit



You think you are everything but sorry, baby, you're not
You are something
But not everything


I love my self more than I love you

(no)thing

I am everything


I say the right things at the right moments

I do the everything when you need me to

I know you more than anyone would know

I am the one you ever needed


I am not nothing


but I am nothing to you, I know.


I am no one to you.


and I can't fight that.



it's over.







setiabudi timur IV, july 18, 2010. 06.14 p.m.

Let it heals, baby,,

Let it breath
Let it feels how it feel to be loved
Let it cries and let it stumble
Let it free


Your heart is yours to keep
Just don't be selfish,,
Love is just something too precious to be kept.




-selfish me-
July 18, 2010. 06.05. p. m.