why ?

why is it so hard for you to love me?









the feeling of not knowing

the feeling of powerless




it's taking me bit by bit


and it hurts.

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home.

salahkah aku berharap mati?










pejam. senyap.

kelam.



sejuk.
tenang.


pulang.




selesai.
semua selesai.


bukan tangisku lagi
bukan sedihku




tidur.
selesai.
semua selesai.




aku ingin pulang, Tuhan.

somewhere I could call home.

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never me.

it's everything





anything






but me.






it never was.







-pavilion, 020412, 20.40-

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